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Saturday, December 15, 2007

Whats going on......my true life...

Unexpected life changes. Anticipated transitions. Long, sleepless nights. What do these three things have in common? The ability to provoke one of the most haunting questions in the library of human introspectives:

"What on earth am I going to do with the rest of my life?"

Life is cyclical, from the seasons to moon cycles, everything goes around. After all, our planet is a sphere. With that in mind, you can understand why in life you don't just go from A to B in a straight line. And where there are negative patterns involved, situations which push those buttons will invariably come up again and again.

I am so unhappy and feel lost. Nothing is going right in any area of my life. I really miss my old life.....

The only thing I can keep thinking about through all of this is how truly sad it is that as humans we tend to require a shocking and horrifying event to jolt us from our day to day to appreciate life. We are reminded of the trivial nature of the day to day grind that continually requires us to choose between friends and family........

Well, I am off to visit a few blogs before the last feeding. I hope I get some good sleep tonight…….