One-sided love

I was reading a few articles about relationships and I came across the term “one-sided love.” Every time I hear or read that phrase I quiver in my seat and think of what I did to my life. You can ask so many people if they were ever in a one-sided love relationship, and they would say yes. Others may argue that there is no such thing as one-sided love. Love has to be mutual. I disagree with that.

Love is not mutual. Not all the time. Sometimes people pretend to love you for various unknown selfish reasons, and you think it is mutual love. Sometimes people pretend to love you because they just need the company and to show off. Once you see any sign of this happening in a relationship, the other person is being used and abused emotionally. Then you automatically know that the relationship will end soon and become a long lasting what if.

What if? Ahh.. I think I am having a bad day. I think it has to do with my pointless life. It also has to do with it being wedding season and I keep getting dragged to people’s weddings that I don’t know and wonder why they are 6 years younger than me and getting married.

Does my life suck or what?

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Rahsia Perniagaan Digital.

Lama saya tidak membuat posting, bukan malas tetapi sibuk dengan kerja yang semakin banyak, ada permintaan suruh saya berblog dalam bahasa Malaysia, jadi ini adalah posting saya yang pertama dalam bahasa Malaysia.

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I just want to remaining yours about...warning signs of suicide...Please don't do this at home!But if you are going to do it, here's a package that will keep you somewhat signs before your harm yourself... ;-)

• Talking about death, self harm or suicide
• Feeling helpless or hopeless
• Feeling worthless or like a burden to others
• Putting affairs in order or saying “goodbye”
• Acting recklessly, as if one has a “death wish”
• Seeking out weapons or pills that could be used to commit suicide

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Find an ending reason

What do you do when you know that your life is really not that great? I have no drive to do anything and people still read my blog trying to find an ending or a reason for my writings. I don’t really have a reason or an objective or anything to really focus on. I just write. People read. I never really cared who or why. I never thought that anyone would take any interest in reading an open diary of random thoughts of a person like me. In real life people don’t take any interest in me. Don’t even talk to me much or care to ask how I am. Yet, they would rather spend time reading my blog and not talk to me. I never knew why.

Is my writing that different to who I really am that people would rather read than talk to me?

I never understood people, and at times I really wished I never made this blog, but I had my reasons. Now, I have no reason to keep writing. I don’t benefit from writing on here or present anything interesting to the world that someone else out there hasn’t done. It’s better to just have a private diary and just write on it from now on.

I don’t know what to do anymore, but I know that maintaining a daily blog has become pointless.

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